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| I was in misery without you
I could not imagine life without you
It was such a painful thing to go through
To have you being taken away
But I...I dried my tears
Even though it took a couple of years
I guess I had to just let go of my fears
Of being alone...but it gets
It gets...it gets easier
Without you
I won't feel right...I can't feel right
Without you
But it gets...it gets easier
I thought my life was over without you
Thought I would be oh so sad darling
'Cuz you left me here, to face all my fears
All by myself, with nobody else
Now that you're gone I just gotta move on
But my lovin's never changed
It'll always stay the same
I felt you were wrong
The lonely nights are long
I get weak then I'm strong
It gets easier
It gets...it gets easier
Without you
I won't feel right...I can't feel right
Without you
But it gets...it gets easier
Sometimes it's really hard to just let go
Don't feel like moving on...Oh, yeah, I know
Just breathing air is hard to bear,
When the one you love is not there
Thoughts of you sit heavy on my mind
I always reminisce on our good times
I just take it day by day
I know that'll never be easy
But I can say it get easier
It gets...it gets easier
Without you
I won't feel right...I can't feel right
Without you
But it gets...it gets easier | | |
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i had my hair cut last week. [if i still remember the exact date] hahahahaha. it made me feel a little bit lighter. kinda frustrated kasi that time. that's why. and i also wasnt able to attend ate per's birthday [sorry] kasi badtrip ako kaya ayun. haaaaay, sayang noh? what else? nga pala. pwede ba insecure people! wag nyo akong idamay sa problema ninyo ha? [kung ano man yun? pwede ba? nagbabagong buhay na ako!!! live your own life. PWDEDE? okai lang kayo? idamay ba ako sa problema nyo huh? haba ng hair ko ha? kahit bagong gupit yun. hahahaha. it just proves that im simpl irresistable. hahaha. one thing more, may ano na kami. hahahaha.
**im giving you the opportunity**
THE NAME GAME
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
J - Jealousy
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
E - You are a very exciting person.
R - You are a social butterfly.
O - You are very open-minded.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
M - Success comes easily to you.
hahahaha. i attended a party [debut] last saturday! dude! i went really WILD! [i guess] i danced like nobody's watching. the guys were dancing around me. they're bouncing up on me, and so i am to them. para tuloy akong flirt. hahaha. but i really enjoyed myself. may crush nga ako eh. hahaha. c mr. unknown. hehehe were getting a bit closer that night. kaya ayun! asteeg nga ng party nya eh. hahahaha. kinda awkward at first kasi sobra atang bongga ng dress nmaen, daig pa namen yun family ng celebrant, pero nung medyo tipsy na ang lahat, medyo feeling greta na rin kame. hehehehe. what else. basta, sana magtext sya sa akin. [i believe in miracles] heeeew.
haaaay. i do saintly things!! hahaha. **kidding** [baka tamaan ako ng kidlat] anyway, i miss you. wondering who? YOU, nobody but you. glad my examination results are doing just good. i mean okai naman kahit pano yun results ng exams ko. thank GOD. di pa ako masyadong nagaral nyan ah? [yabang] anyway, badtrip lang kais i wasnt able to pass my experiment results, asi my friends didnt told mo so. how sad, ayan tuloy incomplete ako sa midterm grade ko. daya tuloy! pero wala na akong magawa, umiyak nalan tuloy ako! T_T how depressing. yehey! debut na ni andrea this saturday! [happy birthday girl. lovekita] kinda excited in a way, tinatamad! hahaha. layo kasi ng lugar tapos unfamiliar pa! kaya ayun. what else? wala na.
how i missed writing to you. haaay. anyway, grabe midterms week ngayon. hirap ng exams. kainis. halos lahat siguro dun failed ang score ko. huhuhuhu. daming na nangyare. miss na kita bru. pati ikaw jerome. haaaay. hope to see you guys soon.
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| JULY 31, 2005 [Fucked-Up]
is life really playing a trick on me? why am i like this? im doing things which i dont like. ang dami ko nang taong sinaktan. hindi ko naman sinasadya lahat eh. i let go, AGAIN, of someone. for the reason, i dont even know. i feel guilty in a way, but i cant do anything. i destroyed someone's life again. isnt that sad? hindi ko na alma ang gagawin ko. im trying to keep things in balance, but they arent compromising with me! sad isnt it? really sad. i hope i can change everything! i wanna be someone else! harsh and hurtful things had been spoken, ang akala ko hindi na maggiging mabuti ang lahat! i really dont want to lose someone as precious like him, pero hindi enough yun eh! nasaktan ko sya, nasaktan din nya ako, by his unexpected behaviors and reactions! pero di ko sya masisisi. i really want to hold on. pero anong use kung hindi na ako masaya diba? alam kong wala ring makakatulong sa akin, kundi ako lang rin! he's doing stupid things which he isnt normally doing. si bim lang ako!!! hindi ako sapat para makasira ng buhay ng isang tao! ayoko nang ganito. hindi ko minsan inisip na nagkakaganito ang lahat! SORRY, is all i can say!!!! i would also like to apologize for causing YOU so much pain.
July 31, 2005 [Define Love]
LOVE CHANGES YOU THE WAY YOU THINK. THE WAY YOU ACT. THE WAY YOU DECIDE. SOMETIMES YOU EVEN GO AGAINST YOUR PRINCIPLES AND BELIEFS IN LIFE. LOVING DOESNT ALWAYS MEAN YOU'LL BE HAPPY, SOMETIMES, ALL IT PROVIDES YOU IS PAIN AND MISERY. YET YOU ARE BLINDED BY STRONG EMOTIONS THAT YOU FAIL TO SEE REALITY. SOMETIMES LETTING GO IS THE ONLY WAY ANSWER AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL. BUT YOU WILL SOON REALIZE THAT ITS BETTER TO SET HIM FREE THAN TO STAY TOGETHER BUT NO LONGER HAPPY. AND THAT'S WHAT THEY CALL SACRIFICE.
August 2, 2005 [A Lot Better]
im feeling a lot better today. i dont know what have i done wrong? bwisit talaga! but im feeling a lot better now. ayoko na munang isipin yung mga bagay-bagay na yun! nskakasira ng utak eh! shocks!!hehehehe lapit na midterms, kelangan kong magstudy hard, para pumasa. hirap pa naman ng subjects ko ngayon, hirap pa ring magaral noh?! kainis! wala kasi ako sa tamang hulog that's why. madami pa akong dapat asikasuhin, bago ang ibang bagay dyan! hindi ko na tuloy alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon. halo-halo na sya kasi eh.
August 2, 2005 [Pampered]
haaaaay. what a day. sobrang ka-bore. lalo na si carsula!!! kasawa yung mukha, bwisit. parang restless pa ang mga tao ngayon, parang mga wala sa mood. parang may sakit lahat. asteeg diba? hahahaha. andito ako sa computer shop near skul, wala kasing magawa. tambay tapos yosi lang. ang sarap mabuhay!! parang walang return demo mamaya ah? walang inaasikaso! bahala na mamaya! kakakaba lang, kasi di ako nakapag-aral! goodluck nalang saken! haaaaay. | | |
| COOL
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool | | |
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